The End

Today was the last day of uni for my first semester and it officially just ended within 12 weeks. And then exam. And I'm going to have my exam on 11th, 17th and 22th of June.

I could not explain what is the feeling now. Should i feel happy that no more lectures, no more tutorials, no more lots of assignments? Or should i feel nervous and worry about the coming exams?
Arggghh.....God Bless ME!

After i finished my last property concept lecture at 12.00pm, i went home to have a short nap. And i walked to Uni at 2.00pm because there was a Award Ceremony for the Autocad Session. One of the part for the subject of Residential Documentation. Before the Award Ceremony, our Uni had invited some of the Autocad and BIM professional to give us a talk.

Oh my gosh!! It's really boring. And i really have no idea what is BIM? SHould i really need to know wad is that? And i felt like just get my certificate and say byebye to those professionals and lecturers. HAHAHA!! But then, i still don dare to do tat! (Saya BAJIO)!!

Tik Tok Tik Tok...half an hour jus passed by........i m trying to concentrate.......Tik Tok Tik Tok....one hour passed by.....i felt like sleeping already. then, one of the guy stood up and walked down to the front. And he whispered with our lecture. After a while, he got to find his own certificate. Omg!! its so nice. He can LEAVE!!!!!

One of my friend ( Wei bing ) wanted to leave too. So, he quickly walked down and helped us to find our certificate. When he came up to the seat, he said he could not found mine.

OMG!!! So, means i didn't pass my Autocad???? I was worried about my Autocad!!! Impossible!! I should pass it! i wanted to find it myself. I keep finding and searching. FINALLY!!! I FOUND IT!!!! YEPPIE!! I PASS MY AUTOCAD!! GOD BLESS ME!!

# these are wad i did for the assign~

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start from left side
Me, Saffet (she is from Turkey but she's local), Bryan (he's from china), Chris (Kl Guy)

My Construction Technology project groupmates :D

人与人

心情很坏，很糟糕，
有点说不出来的复杂，
这么办呢？

觉得自己越来越“四粒眼”
觉得自己太会用金钱
去衡量一样东西
甚至是一个人。

自己甚至会嫌弃，
或开始有点看不起不是富有，
没有地位的人，
为什么？为什么会这样？
也因为这样，
慢慢地开始伤害身边的一些人。

难道没有能满足自己的金钱，
没有一份薪水高的工作，
没有那些所谓的身外物，
但却有那份真挚的爱，
都不行吗？

为什么这个世界要分得那么清楚？
富有的人，普通的人，穷的人
难道我们不能是一样的吗？
为什么要用不同的眼光去看人呢？

难道富有的人就很高贵吗？
难道他们没有可耻的一面吗？

为什么每个人不能同等呢？？

哦，好想改变我的想法哦！！
谁能愿意开导我吗？？
或给与我一些意见！！

Construction n Happy Birthday!

Oh my gosh!!!~~

There's so many things to study and i don't know how, where to start.
This is what i have been studying. Catching up my Construction technology.
This subj is really difficult and complicated!!! Btw who can teach me???!!! SAD~~~

Mid term exams are coming in another two weeks time.
And the whole semester just pass by in the blink of eye.
And the worst thing is i still cant manage to finish my autocad assessment and one of the cons. tech. group assignment.

ARGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The worst group tat i never had.
They are so lazy n not responsible at all... poooorrrrr me!!! (**T_______T**)

I am always feel very gazillion whenever there's an exam or something.

Why?? Why??

and i m keep thinking if i failed, how i m gonna to do??
do i need to repeat the course again??? oh, no!!!! very pessimistic i know.

Some of my notes are not complete yet so i have to get things all done by tonight because if i don't i surely will fail the test miserably.
And the miserable thing is if i had done those stuffs already but then, i still fail my exam...then i m totally BAD BAD BAD.

So, i tell myself. It's time to stop hanging out, wasting time, relaxing and watching series.
Let's the studying begin now!!! yeah!! Now!!
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HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, HOW VEN!!!!!
May your birthday filled with joy and laughter!!!
AND wish you all da best ya!!!!!

p/s pray for me okay? i mus think positively!!!! yeah!

失望 =（

曾经我是那么的疼爱你，
那么的呵护你，
一天一天的看着你长大。

现在，同样的，
依然那么的疼爱你，
包容你，呵护你。

每当你想要一样东西的时候，
我就尽我的所能，
找给你，
买给你。
虽然自己也没剩多少钱，
但当我看到你那很想要的样子，
我就忍不住掏出我的储蓄，
买给你，
送给你。

每当你被人家欺负的时候，
我就有一个冲动，
想把欺负你的人责骂一顿。
长辈们责骂你的时候，
我也常常帮你说话，
最后，我却变成他们责骂的对象。
有时，你也被姐姐骂，
但我还是一样，
骂回你姐姐。

小时候，
你常常和我们抢电视遥控器，
我也常常帮你从姐姐的手中抢过来。
难道这一切你都忘记了吗？
难道你忘记了
我曾经对你的好吗？

你变了，你变得不再和我亲近，
不再和我说话，
不再对我说你的秘密，
不再跟我分享你的喜怒哀乐。

我真得好失望，
心里好难过，
眼泪不受控制的留了下来。

是我太感性吗？
还是。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我想你已经不再需要我了，
是因为你独立了吗？
是吗？？
是因为这样吗？
真的是这样吗？

我不相信
独立的人也需要别人的关心呀！！
难道你不需要吗？？

我
也只不过想知道
你过得这么样，
过得好不好，
考试考得好吗？
有人追吗，
有喜欢的人吗？

和我聊聊天，
真得又那么难吗？
你没时间
你很忙，你很累
你不想说话，你没心情，
我打的不是时候。。。。

...............disappointed..............

American Idol FINALE!!!!!!

Kris Allen

**Heartless**

In the night i hear 'em talk, the coldest story every told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless.
How could you be so heartless...
Oh How could you be so heartless...

Yeah :) i'm very surprise and happy with the finale result!!

HAha!! Daddy!! You're definitely wrong. Adam Lambert is not the Top 1 but Kris Allen does.

Kris Allen is the winner tonight. He is sooooooooo cute and charming with his lovely voice.

He is a acoustic guitar player with an amazing voice that lures audiences into him. He's as cute and lovable as David Archuleta, also one of my favourite singer. yeah. Kris, you are the Next American Idol!!!! I heart you~ XD

Adam Lambert

Actually, i dont really like Adam Lambert because he looks so gay. ( maybe he is really a gay!)

And also his singing style...for me its really annoying (always shout here n there but he has a nice vocal, not many ppl can really sing til tat high pitch)...

another reason i dislike him is he is not my cup of tea..he is not my type..wahahaha!!!

寂寞的心，你知道吗。。。。。。
被伤过的心，还能痊愈吗。。。。。。
心冷了。。。。。。
心也碎了。。。。。。

你会知道吗？

p/s pray for me..wish me good luck for tomorrow exam!!

♥ And I wait for you ♥

Love Never Fails

Love is patient
Love is kind
It does not envy, It does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered.
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.

Love never fails
" (1 Corinthians 13:4-8) "

Lonely.....

p/s My parents are going back to Miri today. I'm gonna miss them very much. Take care ya~